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Sekalipun Aku Masih Sendiri di Malam Minggu Pertama di 2018 , Aku Bahagia Dengan Kesendirianku

besoksenin.co – Malam ini tepat malam minggu pertama di tahun 2018, dan aku masih sendiri. Masih melewatkan malam mingguku dengan kesendirian dan hanya berteman sunyi. Sekalipun ada yang menemaniku malam mingguan, dapat ku pastikan itu hanyalah bantal-guling di kamar berukuran 3 x 2 atau laptop yang berisi tugas-tugas yang sudah meronta untuk segera diselesaikan. Aku melewatkan malam mingguku seperti malam-malam biasanya karena bagiku malam minggu atau bukan, rasanya tetaplah sama. Sama-sama malam yang panjang untuk dilewatkan.

Sendiri bukan berarti tk bahagia via @hamidahrachmayanti

Bagiku sendiri bukan berarti tak bahagia, sebab aku bahagia dengan kesendirian itu. Aku bahagia dengan keputusanku yang memilih untuk sendiri dan menyudahi hubungan itu dari 5 tahun yang lalu. Sekalipun sering diejek kawan dengan sebutan jomblo, tapi aku bahagia menjadi JOFISA alias jomblo fii sabilillah sebab kata Panji Ramdana pun “Lebih baik sendiri dalam kebaikan, daripada berdua dalam ketidakbaikan”.

Lebih baik sendiri dalam kebaikan, daripada berdua dalam ketidakbaikan

Aku memilih untuk tetap sendiri karena aku ingat pesan ayahku. Di suatu hari, ayahku pernah berkata

Bukti bahwa kau wanita hebat adalah disaat kau tetap lebih sering mengingat Allah dibandingkan lelaki yg kau jatuh cintai. Anakku, lelaki yang pantas menjadi ayah dari anak-anakmu adalah yang berani datang menemui ayah untuk melamarmu dan bukan yg pandai memainkan perasaanmu. Percuma bila ada lelaki yang kau cintai tetapi dia tak punya nyali bertemu dengan ayahmu ini.

Bahagia dengan kesendirianku via @hamidahrachmayanti

Dari perkataan ayahku itu, aku sadar jika ayah menginginkan anak sulungnya ini mendapatkan lelaki terbaik yang mampu membahagiakan putri kecilnya dan mampu menjadi calon ayah untuk cucunya kelak. Dan dari sanalah aku sadar jika lelaki terbaik adalah Ia yang ku perjuangkan dalam doa-doa disaat aku bertemu denganNya di sepertiga malamku. Ia yang sebenarnya belum ku ketahui siapa, namun ku yakin pasti dipertemukan olehNya di waktu dan kondisi yang tepat.

Sekalipun aku masih sendiri di malam minggu pertama di tahun 2018, aku bahagia dengan kesendirianku. Aku bahagia sebab sendiriku masih berteman sunyi yang mengantarkanku pada ke-khusyu’an saat bertemu denganNya.

 

 

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